**************************************************** Disclaimer time once again!   Ninetieth verse same as the first . .everybody *sing*: I don't own these characters, (chorus) Paramount does! I don't own this venue, (chorus) Paramount does! I am making no money off of this, (chorus) Paramount does not either! This story will eventually involve love and sex and affection between two men, aka: slash.  If that is *not* your cup of tea, sweet as it is, then don't read it! (simple, ain't it??) Feedback is *very* much appreciated, and always answered.  Flames will be passed around to friends and chuckled over.  :) Thirty-seventh story in the Stage Direction series.  Sequel to 'Ssst', 'Growl', 'Chuckle', 'Sob', 'Grin', 'Sigh', 'Smile', 'Yawn', 'Whisper', 'Groan', 'Hover', 'Waffle', 'Comfort', 'Fidget', 'Grimace', 'Sizzle', 'Glare', 'Shrug', 'Doze', 'Snort', 'Whack', 'Stretch', 'Snicker', 'Pace', 'Hug', 'Clink', 'Wonder', 'Kiss', 'Doubt', 'Surprise', 'Cuddle', 'Ahem', 'Confer', 'Recover', 'Rant', and 'Soothe'. 'Hold' by Amirin **************************************************** Sweet.  So sweet.     I can't move. And I really don't want to.  Maybe we should have waited until later tonight, when we could take our time recovering.  But, I'm glad we didn't. There was an inevitability about all of this.  I've thought so for quite a while.  Like we were fated to come together.  To hold. To have. To keep.       I can't get enough of him. I'm glad it seems to be the same for him.  He can't stop touching me. Not that I'm complaining. His hands are amazing.  Strong, gentle, tender.  Infinitely careful.  And they were shaking when he touched me. Running through my hair, caressing my skin, cradling my face.  He was actually trembling.  Such restraint, such . . .   Such a beautiful creature, lying here beside me. Alien?  Yes. Undoubtedly.  Yet beautiful.  That hair, almost the same color as mine. Completely different body type than anything I'd ever encountered before. Eyes a color I didn't know eyes could come in.     I didn't dream I would find him so attractive.  But, I do. Because he is. So incredibly unusual.  Exotic.  And those spots . . . I can't remember what he called them, all over his body.  There's a name for them, I know, he told me. It's right on the tip of my tongue, but I can't remember for the life of me . . .  Oh, never mind. I'll think of it later. I insisted on counting them with kisses.  He just let me. Like he could say no.       I know people wouldn't see him as I do.  I know it.  Others of my own narrow-minded species would take one look at him and think him ugly, if they saw him right now, glowing and sated, tousled and wonderful.     They'd be stunned if they saw me with him, at this moment. And wonder if I were out of my mind.  The expressions on their faces ranging from disgust to shock.  Simply because of the way he looks.  Not like them.  Not like anything they'd ever seen before.  A creature from an alien quadrant.     So careful with me. Like I were something fragile.  I love this feeling. Treasured.  Adored.  Can I say 'loved'? All the things I've seen, I've never seen anything like the smile on his face.  The warmth in his eyes.  I've never felt anything like his hands on me, or the yearning ache that fills my heart when I hold him close to me. I've never tasted anything like him either.  The salt of his skin, the heat of his kiss, like nothing I've ever known, before.   I'm 'waxing poetic' as they say.  I can't help it.  I find him beautiful. I find Tom Paris absolutely beautiful . . . *************************end